Training

I'm having trouble focusing on how to proceed with learning Game. In general, I want to start learning sequentially, focusing on one skill at a time. For now, I believe a skills-based approach is the best way to go rather than an inner game focused path. However, I am still considering going with an RSD bootcamp in November, probably with Jeffy. I am willing to do this because instructors like Jeffy and Tyler have been teaching guys for years now, and despite the RSD emphasis on inner game, I'm sure these guys will provide feedback on technical issues such as body language, tonality, and conversational skills.

I am also actively researching Sinn's 12 Months to Mastery course. The cost of this course is $6,000, which is significant, which is why I need to do more research.

From what I understand, 12MM consists of either 3 bootcamps, or 2 bootcamps and a superconference. Not sure what's so super about it, but it seems like every company these days is trying to put on their own "superconference." The big ones, of course, are Lovesystems and RSD.  SOA badly wants to be a big player.

One possibility here is that I could do the Jeffy bootcamp in November and then start 12MM whenever it kicks off again - I'm guessing January. 

I'm getting desperate, that's for sure. I can't continue on this path. It doesn't work for me and won't make me happy, and I need to start being happy. Oddly enough, I think the last time I was truly happy was that day in Leavenworth with Nicki and the others. Nicki would make a great girlfriend I think; she's very close to what I want. But, anyway, the point here is that I need more happy moments. I don't need every day to be awesome, but I do need MORE awesome days. 

A couple of other thoughts:

1. Join a Toastmasters club. Getting up in front of people every week should massively increase my confidence
2. Talk to Chris and Jack about taking on some biz dev responsibilities.